Why does my heart feel so bad? ->

 

Why does my soul feel so sad?

- So sick of the tension, sick of the hunger, sick of you acting like I owe you this –  

- Find another place to feed your greed while I find a place to rest -

(((All those roles my love)))

   

When a Woman Cries 

When a woman cries she bleeds.

Tears fill her eyes.

The tears fall to her cheeks.

Taste the wetness of the tears as they fall to her mouth.

Her body shivers, her body shuts down.

Silence…Anger…Fear…Emotions….

A face filled with such strong emotions.

Scared…Frightened…Alone…

If only you could feel how she feels.

 

JL

BOY – MAN – FATHER – MENTOR – YOU ->

 

Makes Me Wanna

 

Ha, ha, ha the way you laugh

Makes me wanna…

And how your silly little words

Makes me wanna…

That damn bmw car

Makes me wanna…

How you tickle me and fondle so

Makes me wanna…

Never let you go

 

Silly boy how your charming ways

Makes me wanna…

Laugh with me driving away

Makes me wanna…

Take me to all those restaurants

Makes me wanna…

Feed me all your chocolate in the world, your words

Makes me wanna…

Late nights bitter sweet fights, holds me

Makes me wanna…

Gonna let him know that how he makes me feel

Makes me wanna…

 

Tell it in my ear

Tell me what you want me to hear

Sing a song in my head

Ryhme me sweetly

Gonna make me alright

Lover holds me tights

 

Dream away

Sail away

Far away from here

Don’t wanna come back down

 

Here you are

There I am

Love you lover

Sing to me once again

How I watched you ever so closely

Protect me dearly

I’m so scared, I’m so frightened by all this

My lover knows, he always knows

 

Wanna be by his side

Reading day and night

Kissing you

Kissing me

Wanna be in love again

 

Lover holds me

Wants to be near me

How I love thee

Fade away

Run away with

Wanna be there

So sweet it is

Can’t stop it

Never does it end

Lover cries

Lovers does not see what I see

What’s wrong

Its falling

It’s all falling down

Don’t want it to

Why for?

JL

 

Walking Around Naked In The Streets ->

 

((( BARE, I SHED MY CLOTHES FOR YOU )))

 

JL

Take All My Breathe Away ->

 

YOU & ME

And I Believe In Love

What Else Can I Do

I’m So In Love With You

Muse 

Inspire me.

Amuse me.

Teach me.

Mold me.

Love me.

Hurt me.

Tease me.

Feel me.

Need me.

Want me.

Desire me.

Leave me.

Cry with me

Laugh with me

Talk with me.

Grow with me.

 

JL

 

Sophie Be Good To Me Baby ->

 

< I used to feel so uninspired >

- I tried so hard and got so far but in the end it doesn’t even matter -

- I had to fall to lose it all but in the end it doesn’t even matter-

 

CHOP ME INTO PEICES AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN

I put my trust in you, pushed as far as I can go

For all this, theres only one thing you should know

 

(Look What You’ve Done To Me Baby)

I put my trust in you, pushed as fas as I can go

For all this, theres only one thing you should know

 

JL

I Know Nothing Stays The Same ->

 

So don’t mind if I fall apart

There’s more room in a broken heart

And I believe in love

But what else can I do

I’m so in love with you

If your willing to play the game

It will be coming around again…

 

Self centered fool

With your lies

Eager eyes

 

BORE ME

SPARE ME

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

HARDER, FASTER

 

Make love to me

That’s all I ever wanted

Didn’t know how

Weren’t there yet

 

Couldn’t get dirty

Couldn’t get nasty

 

Didn’t want to admit

But I knew all along

Scares you

That’s why you get mad

Can’t trust me

Why should I have ever trusted you?

 

What a fool I was

Caught you, caught me

Tangled web we wove together

Dirty little game

Scheming lies that cry, cry, cry

Devilish grin

Stone cold heart

How dare you betray me

Then you turn the tables

Makes me wanna…

Bend you over

Whip you to shreds

For all the psychological crap you put me through

Shove it all up your ass the asshole you were

But how come at times my dear lover

 

You were soooooo loveable

Soooooo adorable

 

I wanted to kiss you forever and ever and ever

Hours in a day

Make love to you in the rain

Never come out of bed for days

That is how much I loved you

With my everything

I became you

Never wanted to

It just happened

But you put me in the place you wanted

Right then and there I knew

But I thought I was the stronger one

In the end

You really damaged me

 

In my mind

In my heart

 

I don’t think this pain will ever go away

Lover how you fooled me with your woes

Making me feel so sorry

What bullshit

Makes me want to rebel

Makes me want you to go to hell

Sing a melody, blah, blah, blah

 

The hell with all your bloody friends

I never cared much for the mortals

 Tried to bring me to planet earth

Spit on the land that you took me to

 

So close yet so far

Turned me out

Made me into a screaming cat

Like the one we heard outside your bedroom window

Gone astray

Fighting for its life

Too wild to tame

 

Silly thing

Silly you

Silly me

Silly games we played

 

Throw them all out the door

 

Gone

Goodbye

Finished

It’s over

 

JL

Kept In The Darkness, Show Me The Light ->

 

Take it away

Bring me to life

Wanna get out

 

Too dark, too dark

Can’t see the light

Lover doesn’t want me

Then who will have me?

 

Don’t wanna go on

Lover is gone all gone

——-

SPOILED

LOVE HURTS

WANNA DIE, WANNA CRY

SAME WORDS, CHANGE THE SONG

———— 

Round and round

New York City

Wanna spin

Spin around all day

Upside down

Bright lights

All the time

Took me no where

All day long

How it feels

It ain’t so pretty

Lover take me there

 

Where I want to go

Who I want to be

 

Believe in me

I believe in you

Believe in love

 

All day, all night

Too much, too soon

 

Wanna get it back

Relapse all over

Don’t wanna go anywhere

If I can’t have lover

———-

Pout little fool

Silly kid lover has rid

Grow up, move up

Hurt so badly

Messed it all up

Wanted you

Why not want me?

 

Too crazy

Again and again and again

 

Too damaged

Who can handle me now?

 Don’t want to be kept

Tames me down

Hate it all so much

Wanna twist up my head

Milkshake head

 

((( SHAKE SHAKE SHAKE )))

 

Spins me silly

Round and round we go

Lover doesn’t want me

 

I want you

Love you

Lovely dinners

All the time

Lover by my side

Time moves on

 

((( STUCK STUCK STUCK )))

 

Stuck in a rut

Still in love

No one hears

No one sees

I’m still in love

———-

Wanna fix you

Why can’t we fix you?

Why did you have to break?

 

BROKEN DEAR GOD

ALL BROKEN, ALL GONE

 

Why did you have to break?

 

((( SHAKE SHAKE SHAKE )))

 

I can’t return him

Because…

 

(((  I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE HIM )))

 

How to fix you

Your broken

Want you to play again

 

((( WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UP )))

 

Sexy time where is sexy time?

Wanna fix you so badly

So that you can play with me again

Wanna fix you up so perfectly

So that you will never break again

 

((( WAKE UP PLEASE WAKE UP )))

 

Why won’t he play?

Why won’t he talk?

I’m so, so, so, so scared

 

- FREAKING OUT FLAKING OUT -

 

Flaking out from my own words

My mind is twisted

 

Where is lover?

Where is his heart?

 

He doesn’t want to play anymore

 

((( I DON’T WANNA GO I DON’T WANNA GO )))

 

Don’t pull me away from him

No, not just yet

So sad, I have nothing else to do

 

- IT’S TRUE IT’S TRUE IT’S TRUE –

 

Come out and play

Just one more time

I promise I won’t bite

Just come out

 

((( LOVER LOVER LOVER LOVER )))

 

Want you so badly

I can have so many other damn toys

 

I WANT YOU

DAMN I JUST WANT YOU

 

Come out, come out

 

PLAY LOVER WAKE UP DAMN YOU WAKE UP

 

Don’t die on me please

Please don’t die

 

I NEED YOU

 

Why did you die on me?

Your DEAD DEAD DEAD

I can’t except it

 

Please just come out and play damn it

I know you can hear me

I know you can see me

How much I am crying

I know that you are there

Why do you play so dumb?

 

((( FOOL FOOL FOOL )))

 

Shake you silly

Makes me crazy

Shake you for hours

Makes me so crazy

Makes me so exhausted

Because he just won’t move

Makes me feel so small

Bang my head against the wall

 

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

 

Come out and play

 

SO YOU WON’T THEN FINE LOVER FINE

 

Put you back on the shelf

Damaged goods

Gonna collect dust you know

My favorite boy toy

Little lover never wanted any other

So sad am I

 

Bratty little girl

Can’t get enough of you

But now that your through

What happened?

Did we play too much together?

Did I want to play too much?

Silly toy

 

Now your outdated

Can’t keep up

Didn’t want to change

Just didn’t look right to change you

 

SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS

 

JL

Gone Away…Who Knows Where You’ve Been? ->

 

I Think I Love Ya

Hold On…Dream Away

I Can’t Take Your Lies Until I Fall Away

And I’ve Give Up Forever To Touch You ->

 

Your the closest to heaven that I’ll ever be

I don’t want to go home right now

All I can taste is this moment

I just don’t want to miss you tonight

And I don’t want the world to see me

Cause I don’t think that they would understand

When everythings made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

And you can’t fight the tears that ain’t coming

When everthing feels like the movies

Yeah you bleed just to know your alive

 

Oh Mother Say A Prayer For Me ->

 

– Don’t let him near me –

– Don’t let him touch me –

– Don’t let him tease me –