Why did I never walk away? Why did I play myself this way?

 

—- YOU TRY TO TAKE THE BEST OF ME —-

How I Tried, Tried So Hard

 

(((GO AWAY)))

 

Rape Me

Break me in and get into my mind

Never trusting me, everything to you was a lie

Why you treat me badly what did I do wrong?

When all I did was try to love you over and over

 

Play your song on and on

Sing me a sad song as you rape my heart, my life, my mind

Accusing me of cheating when it was you who made me lie

I didn’t mean to do it but you never let me prove it

Never cared, never wanted to be there so screw it

Throw it all away, whatever we had forget it

 

Forgotten in just seconds

Your false accusations

I just couldn’t take this

The way that you raped me, you raped us

 

Violated my privacy how could you live with yourself

When you tell me I’m the one to suffer you should be in jail

Go to hell. Go to hell I never wanted to tell

This is what you get for meddling so well

 

Raped my mind with your manipulative mind

Controlled my heart and drowned me with your lies

I never meant to hurt you I only wanted to love you

We will never go back to how we were before

I’m forever angry at the things you do

 

Why do you have this side to you?

Why can’t I forgive the shit you put me through?

How can someone be you?

Raped me when I spoke the truth

I’ll never go back to you

 

JL