I Won’t Sit By The Phone For You ->

 

- LOVER -

 

Keep reminding me that he cut out my heart like a paper doll

Tell me once again how he set me up just to see me fall

 

I fell in love, I fell in love, I fell in love

Love, love, love, love, blah, blah, blah, la, te, da

 

While you go out and play …

I sit here wondering …

 

- THINKING -

 

Wish I could do that to …

Be just like you…

 

JL

Why did I never walk away? Why did I play myself this way?

 

—- YOU TRY TO TAKE THE BEST OF ME —-

How I Tried, Tried So Hard

 

(((GO AWAY)))

 

Rape Me

Break me in and get into my mind

Never trusting me, everything to you was a lie

Why you treat me badly what did I do wrong?

When all I did was try to love you over and over

 

Play your song on and on

Sing me a sad song as you rape my heart, my life, my mind

Accusing me of cheating when it was you who made me lie

I didn’t mean to do it but you never let me prove it

Never cared, never wanted to be there so screw it

Throw it all away, whatever we had forget it

 

Forgotten in just seconds

Your false accusations

I just couldn’t take this

The way that you raped me, you raped us

 

Violated my privacy how could you live with yourself

When you tell me I’m the one to suffer you should be in jail

Go to hell. Go to hell I never wanted to tell

This is what you get for meddling so well

 

Raped my mind with your manipulative mind

Controlled my heart and drowned me with your lies

I never meant to hurt you I only wanted to love you

We will never go back to how we were before

I’m forever angry at the things you do

 

Why do you have this side to you?

Why can’t I forgive the shit you put me through?

How can someone be you?

Raped me when I spoke the truth

I’ll never go back to you

 

JL

Why does my heart feel so bad? ->

 

Why does my soul feel so sad?

- So sick of the tension, sick of the hunger, sick of you acting like I owe you this –  

- Find another place to feed your greed while I find a place to rest -

(((All those roles my love)))

   

When a Woman Cries 

When a woman cries she bleeds.

Tears fill her eyes.

The tears fall to her cheeks.

Taste the wetness of the tears as they fall to her mouth.

Her body shivers, her body shuts down.

Silence…Anger…Fear…Emotions….

A face filled with such strong emotions.

Scared…Frightened…Alone…

If only you could feel how she feels.

 

JL

BOY – MAN – FATHER – MENTOR – YOU ->

 

Makes Me Wanna

 

Ha, ha, ha the way you laugh

Makes me wanna…

And how your silly little words

Makes me wanna…

That damn bmw car

Makes me wanna…

How you tickle me and fondle so

Makes me wanna…

Never let you go

 

Silly boy how your charming ways

Makes me wanna…

Laugh with me driving away

Makes me wanna…

Take me to all those restaurants

Makes me wanna…

Feed me all your chocolate in the world, your words

Makes me wanna…

Late nights bitter sweet fights, holds me

Makes me wanna…

Gonna let him know that how he makes me feel

Makes me wanna…

 

Tell it in my ear

Tell me what you want me to hear

Sing a song in my head

Ryhme me sweetly

Gonna make me alright

Lover holds me tights

 

Dream away

Sail away

Far away from here

Don’t wanna come back down

 

Here you are

There I am

Love you lover

Sing to me once again

How I watched you ever so closely

Protect me dearly

I’m so scared, I’m so frightened by all this

My lover knows, he always knows

 

Wanna be by his side

Reading day and night

Kissing you

Kissing me

Wanna be in love again

 

Lover holds me

Wants to be near me

How I love thee

Fade away

Run away with

Wanna be there

So sweet it is

Can’t stop it

Never does it end

Lover cries

Lovers does not see what I see

What’s wrong

Its falling

It’s all falling down

Don’t want it to

Why for?

JL

 

Walking Around Naked In The Streets ->

 

((( BARE, I SHED MY CLOTHES FOR YOU )))

 

JL

Take All My Breathe Away ->

 

YOU & ME

And I Believe In Love

What Else Can I Do

I’m So In Love With You

Muse 

Inspire me.

Amuse me.

Teach me.

Mold me.

Love me.

Hurt me.

Tease me.

Feel me.

Need me.

Want me.

Desire me.

Leave me.

Cry with me

Laugh with me

Talk with me.

Grow with me.

 

JL

 

Sophie Be Good To Me Baby ->

 

< I used to feel so uninspired >

- I tried so hard and got so far but in the end it doesn’t even matter -

- I had to fall to lose it all but in the end it doesn’t even matter-

 

CHOP ME INTO PEICES AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN

I put my trust in you, pushed as far as I can go

For all this, theres only one thing you should know

 

(Look What You’ve Done To Me Baby)

I put my trust in you, pushed as fas as I can go

For all this, theres only one thing you should know

 

JL

I Know Nothing Stays The Same ->

 

So don’t mind if I fall apart

There’s more room in a broken heart

And I believe in love

But what else can I do

I’m so in love with you

If your willing to play the game

It will be coming around again…

 

Self centered fool

With your lies

Eager eyes

 

BORE ME

SPARE ME

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

HARDER, FASTER

 

Make love to me

That’s all I ever wanted

Didn’t know how

Weren’t there yet

 

Couldn’t get dirty

Couldn’t get nasty

 

Didn’t want to admit

But I knew all along

Scares you

That’s why you get mad

Can’t trust me

Why should I have ever trusted you?

 

What a fool I was

Caught you, caught me

Tangled web we wove together

Dirty little game

Scheming lies that cry, cry, cry

Devilish grin

Stone cold heart

How dare you betray me

Then you turn the tables

Makes me wanna…

Bend you over

Whip you to shreds

For all the psychological crap you put me through

Shove it all up your ass the asshole you were

But how come at times my dear lover

 

You were soooooo loveable

Soooooo adorable

 

I wanted to kiss you forever and ever and ever

Hours in a day

Make love to you in the rain

Never come out of bed for days

That is how much I loved you

With my everything

I became you

Never wanted to

It just happened

But you put me in the place you wanted

Right then and there I knew

But I thought I was the stronger one

In the end

You really damaged me

 

In my mind

In my heart

 

I don’t think this pain will ever go away

Lover how you fooled me with your woes

Making me feel so sorry

What bullshit

Makes me want to rebel

Makes me want you to go to hell

Sing a melody, blah, blah, blah

 

The hell with all your bloody friends

I never cared much for the mortals

 Tried to bring me to planet earth

Spit on the land that you took me to

 

So close yet so far

Turned me out

Made me into a screaming cat

Like the one we heard outside your bedroom window

Gone astray

Fighting for its life

Too wild to tame

 

Silly thing

Silly you

Silly me

Silly games we played

 

Throw them all out the door

 

Gone

Goodbye

Finished

It’s over

 

JL