– Don’t let him near me –

– Don’t let him touch me –

– Don’t let him tease me –

 

((( How They Shower You Madly Lover )))

 ((( With The Attention You Never Had )))

 

Beat, beat, beat

Rut, rut, rut

 

Angry man

Hurt me

Innocently

Naively

 

Crazy in my head

Beat, beat, beat

Listen to the music

Sound of your voice

 

Pains me

Over and over

Your noise

 Flows throughout my body

 

Pulsating

Manifesting

Becoming

 

Hate you, hate you, hate you

 

Why you inspire me so?

Dirty, dirty Hell

 

 JL

Over and Upside Down ->

April 13, 2007

 

 >>>>> SHED <<<<<

 

Tea cups

Empty them out

Want some more

Wants to take me there

Where I went

I think I miss

I MISS I MISS I MISS

Wanna go back

Want some more

Can’t get enough

Think I miss him

Think I really love him

Want to explore

NO MORE NO MORE NO MORE

Change the scene

Change the scheme

Wanna go back but just can’t

Why not?

Who is he now?

Wanna wait and see

Damn you lover

How I hate to fight

Makes me wanna

Over and over

Give it to me

Like before

Whining down

Broken frills, whining down

 

JL

 

Peachy skirt how cute

Wanna make sweet love

Fresh colored oranges so sweet

Cakes and snacks feed the girl

How dainty, how lovely?

 

Wanna love you all day long

Kisses for the boy

Oh so sweet

Makes me wanna…

 

Take me there

Charming man

In your Armani suit

The perfect yuppy

Couple holding hands

Sets the world on fire

When we are together

So in love, so in love

 

Sweet treats

Cakes morning coffee

How I love the time together

With my lover

 

All day, all night

Everything together

Lovely weather

Wanna make you love me

All day long

 

Naturally

How we be

How we play

Together

 

Darling lover

So perfect it is

 

Mysterious sunrise

Sunsets with my lover

Sit and watch the lovely clouds

All disappears in the sky

 

Holding hands

Lover by my side

 

Wanna hold me lover

All day long

Chilly wind breeze

Open window

How I love the Hamptons air

 

Fresh bread

Morning coffee

Breakfast for lover

Breakfast for two

 

Hold me

Want to love me

Want to carress me

 

Deep inside me

He strokes me pretty

How you love my long hair

Wanna wrap you in it

 

Skin so soft

So sweet

Hold me

Never let me go

 

Travel fly up and away

High in the skies with lover

Lover always with me

Lover always by my side

Don’t wanna come down

He takes me there

Places that I’ve never been

He takes me there

 

Don’t need to go anywhere else

Don’t need to be anywhere else

 

My lover is always by my side

Wanna love him forever

As long as he wants me

He will hold me

All day, all night

Lover by my side

 

JL

Hush, shhhhhhhhh ->

April 13, 2007

 

Bedtime battles

Wanna sleep in bed with lover

Turn it off, turn your noise off

Why is it always going?

————–

Have to fight so hard to have you

All the time, all the time

Wanna love you all day and night

Craving more and more

————–

Explore you lover

Creeps you out I know

Force you to do it

Give me it

Give it to me right away

Impulsive childish little twit

—————

Wanna twist the words

Wanna twist so badly

Like how you twisted my mind

Extract the shit out of me

Till I can’t take it no more

 

No more, no more, no more

 

Silly man

Game plan

Run and hide

 

ASSHOLE

 

Tag your it

All the time, all the time

 

Run down crazy streets

All day, all night

 

Take mother here

Take mother where?

 

All the time, all the time

———–

No more sorrow

Let’s forget tomorrow

All day, all night

———-

Wanna watch you

Wanna keep you

Watch you all the time

———-

Creeps you out

Creepy girl

——-

Your abnormal ways

I don’t care, I don’t care

———-

Love yourself

So vain

Recollect

Images in my mind

Replay and replay

Over and over

Ticking tock of clock

Wanna stop working

Can’t take it no more

Where you going?

Where ya been?

Can’t keep up

Wanna make me what?

Dear god, save us

Gonna break our heads

Make it pop

Make it all pop

Don’t want him in my story

Gonna kick him out

The way he treats me

Can’t take it not more

Silly you, silly me

Don’t you dare bring me back to reality

Working all day

All work, no play

What shitty fun

Can’t come out and play

Lock me in here

Like a little girl

Pout, pout, pout

Petty little games you play

Takes me back to when I was a child

Why I did it?

Why I made it?

Why did I create it?

Make it stop

Make it stop

 

Stop, stop, stop, stop , stop

 

Damn you

Shame you

Get me out of this mess

Wanna get all out

Take me away

End the scene

Kill it all just kill it

 

BOX

OPEN BOX

HELP HELP HELP

———–

Faster, faster

More, more

Go, go, go

Keep going

Push you have too

As if you die today

Live, live, live

Love, love, love

Money, money, money

Non-stop

Go all the time

Non-stop

——-

Pick me up, take me

Fly me, hold me

Carry me, lift me

Blah, blah

——-

Getting bored

Riding high

Sick of you

Sick of me

Sick of me too

Agreed, indeed love indeed

What now?

Sit here

Sit here all day

As I watch you play

Don’t wanna sit here anymore

Bored, bored

Gotta go

Gotta run

Mad man

Take me everywhere?

Where do I wanna go?

BORED BORED

Wanna get away from you

Bye bye bye

Time to fly

Silly man

I’m just a bird

Don’t wanna be here no more

————-

Tinkering thinking

Sick sack of shit

Wanna BANG BANG BANG my head

Ha, ha, your horrid laugh

Limited words am I

Shitty writings all day long

Makes me wanna…

Just wanna…

Find you

Make love to you

Kill everyone around you

Have you all to myself

——–

Scares you

My thinking

How it creeps you

So chilling

Don’t say a word

Never say a word

God how it creeps you

Funny me, funny you

Can’t afford me

Little fool

Center it all around you

It’s really not true

It’s not you

It’s not you

It’s not you

——–

To a pulp

To a bloody hell pulp

God when there is nothing left to play with

How you start to rip me a part

Were your toys not enought?

Spoiled BRAT BRAT BRAT

Little boy all your toys

Toys were not enough?

Had to play with me all day

Didn’t want to

————

Treats me like a rag doll

Like your heroine Jane

Junkie doll

Shoots the drugs up my ragdoll arms

Don’t wanna

But I know your gonna

Pick, pick, pick

Where I’ve been

Such a sin, such a sin

Makes me wanna

Throw it all up

Too bad I’m your rag doll

 

Shoots me up

Every morning

Operates on me all day long

Don’t wanna

Tossed around

Too much

Stop it

Makes me wanna…

———

HOLD HANDS

KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS

HUG MAKE LOVE
ALL DAY LONG

WANNA BLOW ME
ALL THE TIME
WANNA PET ME ALL THE TIME

 

Strokes me

Little muse

Adores me

Skin so soft

All just the two of us

So fast

Time is flying away

Always for you

Object of your desire

Suck the life out of me

Till you can’t take it not more

—————–

Bored, boring little twit

Throws me out

Angry lies

Same old story

Same old song

Pattern junkie girl

Time to break, break, break away

 

Free my mind

Wanna succumb

Wanna be someone else now

After all you do

What you put me throw

Can’t hold on

Somethings pulling me away

Stubborn as hell

Strong mind go to hell

 

Wanna float away

Pick apart the peices

My life torn apart

 

Hush don’t say a word

No one has to know

What we’ve been through

Where we wanted to be who knows?

————

Late night drives

All day, all night

Don’t say a word

Just stare in each others eyes

Romance with my lover

————-

Late night dinner

Who is she?

God I hate it when you

Don’t tease me

I know you lie

LIE LIE LIE

Hate that three letter word

Who is she?

Again and again

You have too many

Why not just one?

Me lover me

Wanna make it stop

How to make it stop

Can’t stop you

Can’t control you

You just fly away

Untamable man

Wanna bare my soul

Strip naked

You don’t see

You don’t see

Instead you look anywhere but here

 

Watch my body

Aging soul

I can feel my heart dying

Crying inside

He don’t love me know more

 

JL

Roads Are Winding ->

April 13, 2007

 

Turn and spin

Drive so fast

Like no tomorrow

How we live

Loved you so

Everyday buffet

Hampton roads

Market food

Wanna feed me

All day, all night long

Take me away

Wanna go with you

Stay with you

Stop all the other nonsense

——————

Turn me blue

Purple eyes

Red cheeks

God I am about to pop

 

((( POP POP POP )))

 

What a mess

Overbaked

Stuff me

Feed me

 

((( OVERBAKED )))

————–

POP! POP! POP!

What a mess

Could you be any crazier?

Look what you did

Wanna clean it up now?

————

Angry kitchen

Flying ants

Oh hell, what mess

Talk, yap, chat

What the hell

Can’t stand the noise

Wanna throw this bannana

 Feed it to the ducks

——————

Gazing, 6am in the morning

Lover sleeps

Fresh air

Lovely day

Morning coffee

Sunrise

Make love

Kiss you all over

 

JL

 

Drop in

Swim baby swim

Looking glass

Such great class

Vibrant color

Fins, tails flicker

Pitter Patter

Tap goes the glass

Wanna save you

Blow some more kisses

Kiss me back

Always kiss me back

Swim, swim, swim

Don’t you look

Don’t you touch

Dirty waters

Gotta clean you up

Maybe someday

Take you to the ocean to play

Then back, back, back

Back in the tank you go

Gonna make you wanna

Tap, tap, tap

Wake up

Don’t disturb you but I do

Just had to

Leave you alone okay

But I will be back

 

GROW UP GROW UP GROW UP

 

JL