Why Did You Do It?

 

Once Again…

Because I’m trying to numb the pain

Rid of all this past

All the memories of you

Wounds are healing

I can feel my heart coming back to life

JL

Suffering In My Story ->

 

MAKE LOVE MAKE LOVE MAKE LOVE

There is suffering in my story

Screw me over

All day long

Don’t interrupt me

I can’t take it anymore

About to erupt

Been to nice

Held it all in

And this is what you get

Bloody mess, bloody hell

Bring her in

Let’s see the goods

Dirty minds

All over the place

I know

Don’t have to tell me

I know

What the fuck?

Your words are in my head

Get the fuck out!

Let it all out!

Don’t want to live this dream anymore

Too sick

Get me out, someone help me please

And just when they come

All the saviors here the plee

I don’t want it

Take it back

Because the suffering is too addicting

Sickened mind of course

Get into my mind

How I let you do it?

All the time

So easily

No I have control

Again and again

Handle your powers

Foolish boyish toy you were

All that greed

Seemed I never lived up to your expectations

Whos me daddy now?

Twisted lies, twisted mind

Anything but sanity

In your world

Twisted my own views

In my head

Always in my head

Never spoke your words

You had the indecent courtesy to do it all for me

Save me from this hell

Why I am so trapped that I can’t get out

5 minutes with another

Changed my life forever

Suddenly

I grow

I change

I leave you behind

Want to make money off you

What you put me through

Sue you for all your worth

Dirty bastard

If I’d marry you

I’d have you to your death

Everything I wanted to do

Held back for you

Never again

Costed me everything

Took me months to bring it back

Thats what you wanted

My own suffering

Prepared me unconventionally for this sickened world

Wanted to fight anything, anyone that stood in your way

Including your love

Lover how could you?

Repulsed by the madness of our love

Make it all go away

Trying to recreate all my dreams

Shattered

What’s right?

What’s wrong?

I don’t know anymore

God grants me another path

Leaving your road was the hardest thing to do

Can’t come out of my shell

All these years

My childhood hindered me

Naked are the words

Naked how I feel

All the time

Someone to shield me

Protect me

Love me

I doubt you will ever come back

Like you promised to me

I will never forget those words

Come back to save me darling

Romantic love, false love

Which one is it?

After you had your choice

You chose your greedy money

Dirty man whore

By the time you realize

It will be too late

Time passes

I’ve moved on

JL