Lover calling

Want to ryme

Join my song

Sing along

Play along

Even if you don’t want

Just be here

Don’t be there

Be anywhere but there

 

Why you had to go?

Not time for you to grow

Have to let you know

How I loved you so

 

Live survive

What fun, what hell

BORED BORED BORED

Bored out of my damn mind

What’s left to try

Pick, pick, pick apart my lover

Ha, ha, how he has no clue

What I do

Whatever it is the strangeness I do

Whenever I think of him

He is playing pretend

But I know

I know exactly what he is up to

Dear lover

You don’t have to hide

Come out of your shell

Come out and play

Come to my world

My little hell

Wanna make you all messy

Then spray you with my windex

Clean you all up

Nonsense my dear

Come hither

Want you to play with me

Take me clothes off

All day long

Such a child

Damn what happened to the years

I don’t care

I really don’t

All I care is to have lover by my side

Lover by my side

 

Sing along the song of you

She now loves you

Silly fool

I knew

When I first saw it all

Tell me

How you lie so well?

How many others do you have?

TELL ME TELL ME

Don’t you lie to me like you always do

Because I always knew

Lock myself in my room for days

Cause from all the hurt and the pain

Wanna believe

But I just can’t hear no more

I just can’t see

Why don’t you want only me?

Lover don’t you dare

Don’t you dare share

Why you share our love?

Sexy man

I know they want you

But what about me?

All of a sudden

You have to leave me

Can’t hold on to me like you do

Wanna end this love

Because you love many

Many a lover

So, so, so sad

How you bit

Marked my neck

Don’t want it

But you gave me it

Now I am damaged

Thinking of you

Forever for you lover

I don’t want to join

I’d rather be alone

Wither away and die

Can’t stand it

How you do it

How you really mean it when you do it

But silly you

How can you comprehend

Wanna stop this madness

All day long

Play a song

No I don’t want to hear it

I just wasn’t ready for it

How you introduce me

All wrong, all wrong

Don’t wanna join there song

What happened to our song

Makes me wanna…

JL

 

All those other girls

Beautiful girls

Your brilliance

Expect nothing more

Everything to you

Perfection indeed

Can’t seem to erase it all

So strong, so powerful

 

Take it down

Take it all down

Looking at the walls

Bare, naked, stripped

 

Mop the floor

Don’t miss a spot

It that what you mother did?

What you saw in me?

Clean your house

Make you breakfast?

Clean your room?

Wanna call me mommy?

 

Hold you

I held you like crazy

Kiss me

All the time, all the time

Your little boy

GROW UP LITTLE BOY

Like what you said to me

Guess we were doomed from the start

Can’t laugh, still cry

Wanna put it all together

Must be sick in the head

Who would want to put this all together?

Can’t let go

Fix my head

Still it spins

 

Spin, spin

Wanna fly?

 Lover cries

Hold me

Love me

Don’t look back

Wasn’t finished

Wanna go there

Take me there

Need you

Need you now more than ever

Want you back

 

See the trees in the forest

Drive away

Can’t live, can’t breathe

How we fall to the ground

Can’t stand it anymore

 

Hold me close

These lonely nights

Alone with you

Lover by my side

See the rain out the window

Office so cold

Make love to me

Take me here and now

Wanna feel you inside me

Take a break

Lonely us

All we do

We do together

 

Hot sex everywhere

Little do they know

Hedge fund men go away

Make room for lover and I

Wanna play all day

Wanna rip your suit off

Have sex all over

What fun, what fun

 

Raw hot blooded man

Makes me wanna

Take me, take me anywhere

Makes me wanna

Your hot sweat all over my naked body

Makes me wanna

Pull my hair, speak to me lover

Makes me wanna

 All day and all night

Makes me wanna

 

Wanna be inside you

Turn off the damn noise

Heard enough of that CNBC shit

Just rip my clothes off and take me

 

Downstairs they can hear us

Think you always liked it

Like I know I liked it

In fact I loved it

Wanna have the power

All the power

The whole damn house was ours

What happened to everyone?

We had the most fun

Slept with me in every room

Never could I go back

What it was

What it could have been

Makes me wanna

 

Hurt me so much

Lover why did you do it

 Disgusted

JL

 

Stomp wanna lump up

Dry stale bitter bored

Whatever it was

Take it out

Move it around

Don’t wanna wait

 

Sedan pick us up

Take us too the airport

Off we go

Wanna fly

Up way so high

I can’t go there with you

Because I don’t know how

Scared me

How you fly so high

Want you to come down

Come back down to my level

Join me in my world

Why don’t you wanna come play?

So scared

You leave me

Looking at you way up there

Flying away

Gonna go as high as you can go

I’m so scared

Why did you leave me

Wanna make you want me

Look I dance for you

Don’t go, don’t go

Flying away like that

Wanna bring you back down

Flys so high it’s so real

Can’t stand to look anymore

Have to turn away

 

Fade into me

No more color

Such a mess

Wanna be there

Can’t be there

You won’t take me there

I know you can take me there

So scared

Why you did it

Why didn’t you see me through it

Wanna join the others

I can’t go

I don’t belong

Lover why?

So sad

So sad am I

 

Crying dying

Lover left me

I left him

HE REALLY REALLY LEFT ME

Can’t believe my very eyes

Makes me wanna…

Hop on the train to never never land

Travel forever

Until I lose you forever

Can’t get you out of my mind

Why is there?

Why is it all there?

What am I doing?

Spinning and spinning

Don’t have time to think

Psychological shit

Logical shit

Everything shit

Cut it off

Cut it all off

So sad lover so sad

 

Take me out of this word

Where to go now

Don’t wanna roam to far

Catch me as I fall

Far away

Let me go

Take me away

Why didn’t you catch me?

I’m  not safe

 

He hold me too tight

Wann make him stop

Don’t know how

He doesn’t stop

Gotta run away

Don’t know how

How to escape

Turn to strangers

I’m still your lover

Lover senses

Lover sees

Lover fears

Lover knows

Lover cries

Lover is angry

 

Why angry lover?

Why be a fool?

 

It wasn’t me I swear

It wasn’t me who did it

 

Interrogate me lover

Lose my soul

Wanna search with you

We don’t search together

What you want

I can’t offer you

No matter how hard you try

It just won’t work

It’s too damn dark lover

I need color

Nice try, nice try

Wanna make you love me again

Can’t you see it?

Why can’t he see it?

So saddened in it

Wanna come out of my shell

Don’t force me

Hell whenever you do

How you poked

I should have known

 

Crush the shell

Bare feet

Jumping in cold waters

How you love the pleasure

Mock my taste

Your right

It’s bad

Gonna make me cry

JL

Break It Down Again ->

February 2, 2007

 

Pay attention

Listen to me

Listen to the words

Listen

Listen

Listen

Sight

See

Smell

Hear

Tell

Know

God aweful truth

Why is it all so aweful?

Time to come out and play

All work no play

Time to get out

Fresh air

Find me fresh air

God damn you

Foolish lover

JL

Living In A Fish Tank ->

February 2, 2007

 

Swimming all alone

Can’t find anyone to play with

Lover come play

Why won’t you play?

Stop that reading nonsense

Come play

Come be with me

All day

Come swim

Join me here

Put that paper down

Hate that tv noise crap so loud

Everyday that shit

Turn it down

Turn the noise down

Want you to feel me

Jump in

Waters nice

You will like

Swim with my lover

Come play, come play

JL

 

Take my car

Raining hell

Where you go?

STOP IT

Gettin’ out

So much fun

Wanna get away

RING RING RING

Just wanna get away

Noisy place

Work, work, work

Let me go

For gods sake

Just open the damn door

Lover kiss me

Gotta go now

Take me to the car

Drive away

Lonely hampton roads

Driving far, far, far away

Don’t know where I’m going

Wanna get out of this

Wanna get you out of my head

Just for a few minutes

I’ll be back for you lover

Calls me over and over

Can’t think

Can’t do anything

Lover is killing my mind

Makes me crazy

All those calls

Staring at my phone

Driving alone down the hampton roads

Why is he still with me?

God I wanna

Just wanna throw the phone out the damn window

Take me away

Take me out of this hell

Wanna make you see

I love no other but you

Insecure lover

I love no other but you only you

JL

 

Wanna close my eyes tonight

Curl up in this bed

As you leave me alone

Where are you going now?

All those fancy dinners

Didn’t pick up your phone

Like you usually do

Why didn’t you call me?

Leave me here all alone

Didn’t wanna meet your friends

All those FRIENDS

Don’t even say

Don’t say a word

I’ll forget about it tomorrow

Cry myself to bed

I’ll sleep it off

Come home to me at 3am

You’ll never know

You’ll never see

Didn’t sleep well at all

Yet we have to wake up

Early morning

Perfect sunrise

Perfect day

Perfect our love?

Why lover why?

JL

God it makes me wanna… ->

February 2, 2007

 

Bitter fool

Stupid girls

Little girls

One of you

One of me

Take em all

Have em

Want them

WANT
WANT
WANT

Didn’t see it

Didn’t realize

God I was just like you

Now I watch you

Tried to relive it with you

Still don’t get it

Must be a fool

Gotta find the craving

Parting you was so tragic

SAD SONGS SAY SO MUCH

JL

 

Drag me upside down

To the masses

I don’t wanna

Scream little girl

Run for your life

Where you taking me now?

God how it makes me wanna…

 

Hyper fool

Manic mouth

Broken Fish

Picking at the eyes

With my fork

BRAT

Take me home

Why you wanna?

Don’t understand

Tricky man

Upside down

Postal Service

Around we go

Merry go around

Again and again

Non stop

Live out your brains

What fun

What fun

Too much fun

Let me out

Chocolate treats

Cakes and candy

Wine and dine

Salmon butter pecans

Whatever

Indulge me completely

Don’t want it anymore

NO MORE NO MORE NO MORE

Feed me something else

Don’t want your damn food

Fed me too much

Never wanted to get stuffed

Never wanted to get smothered

Smother me so much you break my wounds

POP POP POP POP

Oh how you trick the shit out of me

Never knew

Master the minds

Silly man

Pity you, pity me

Round and round

Who are all these people?
Where did they come from?

How long have you been hiding this?

Fool, fool, fool

JL

 

Ouch don’t touch

So sick of it

Take me out of it

OUT OUT OUT

Running down the stairs

LET ME GO

Gotta get some fresh air

I’ll be back lover

Please don’t worry for me

Wanna keep me

He wan’ts to keep me

Change me

Mold me

Too much of me

Why I stay?

Why I play?

Can’t get enough

Just had to

Just want to

 

Sitting, ticking time

Work, work, work

Had enough

Can’t stand it

Gotta get out

Let me out

Don’t wanna lose me I know

You already lost me

Long, long time ago

Gotta stop

Keep going

Let me keep going

Why it’s all making us too damn crazy

Every night

FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT

Gotta save me

Lose me

Just let me take my car

Drive away

Hampton roads

All night long

Look at me

In my eyes

Take me away

Somewhere up there

To the stars

Gotta escape

Sometimes its too much

Can’t take it

Why did I do it

How can you save me

Lose me

Leave me

Love me

Make up your mind

Gotta figure it out

So in love with you right now

Gotta figure this out

Why I love you so

People as me how

Tell them I don’t know

Comes back

All comes back

Wanna make you stop

Just let it all go

What control

Have on my mind

Don’t like it

Don’t want it

Put me through it

Erase it

Take me there

Take me there away from you

Just enough so that I can still see you

Down below

Watch you work

Tic, toc, ticking toc

How you timed me

Every second of the day

Took me a while

But I got it

Think I wasn’t on

On it all along

Time, tick toc

Watch me all over

Everywhere peg me here

Tell me you love me

I LOVE YOU

Only words that saved us

What we wanted to hear

Fix us

Fix our love

Make the pain go away

Must be bitter sweet

Must be bitter sweet

Must be bitter sweet, sweet, sweet

For it all to taste so good

Wanna make it melt in my mouth forever

Have you inside me

Under my skin

What a feeling

Makes me wanna..

 

No one warned me about this

God how it makes me wanna…

Can’t think straight anymore

Writing like a first grade child

Wanna fall in love again

Again and againa and again

Can lose my damn mind over this

God how it makes me wanna

What you do to me

Was it only you to do this to me

God it just wasn’t perfect

Damn shame

Wanna make it right

Gotta put it together

Lover where are you now?

JL