Holds Me And Sings A Lullaby ->
February 2, 2007
Lover calling
Want to ryme
Join my song
Sing along
Play along
Even if you don’t want
Just be here
Don’t be there
Be anywhere but there
Why you had to go?
Not time for you to grow
Have to let you know
How I loved you so
Live survive
What fun, what hell
BORED BORED BORED
Bored out of my damn mind
What’s left to try
Pick, pick, pick apart my lover
Ha, ha, how he has no clue
What I do
Whatever it is the strangeness I do
Whenever I think of him
He is playing pretend
But I know
I know exactly what he is up to
Dear lover
You don’t have to hide
Come out of your shell
Come out and play
Come to my world
My little hell
Wanna make you all messy
Then spray you with my windex
Clean you all up
Nonsense my dear
Come hither
Want you to play with me
Take me clothes off
All day long
Such a child
Damn what happened to the years
I don’t care
I really don’t
All I care is to have lover by my side
Lover by my side
Sing along the song of you
She now loves you
Silly fool
I knew
When I first saw it all
Tell me
How you lie so well?
How many others do you have?
TELL ME TELL ME
Don’t you lie to me like you always do
Because I always knew
Lock myself in my room for days
Cause from all the hurt and the pain
Wanna believe
But I just can’t hear no more
I just can’t see
Why don’t you want only me?
Lover don’t you dare
Don’t you dare share
Why you share our love?
Sexy man
I know they want you
But what about me?
All of a sudden
You have to leave me
Can’t hold on to me like you do
Wanna end this love
Because you love many
Many a lover
So, so, so sad
How you bit
Marked my neck
Don’t want it
But you gave me it
Now I am damaged
Thinking of you
Forever for you lover
I don’t want to join
I’d rather be alone
Wither away and die
Can’t stand it
How you do it
How you really mean it when you do it
But silly you
How can you comprehend
Wanna stop this madness
All day long
Play a song
No I don’t want to hear it
I just wasn’t ready for it
How you introduce me
All wrong, all wrong
Don’t wanna join there song
What happened to our song
Makes me wanna…
JL
Paint me a picture of us together ->
February 2, 2007
All those other girls
Beautiful girls
Your brilliance
Expect nothing more
Everything to you
Perfection indeed
Can’t seem to erase it all
So strong, so powerful
Take it down
Take it all down
Looking at the walls
Bare, naked, stripped
Mop the floor
Don’t miss a spot
It that what you mother did?
What you saw in me?
Clean your house
Make you breakfast?
Clean your room?
Wanna call me mommy?
Hold you
I held you like crazy
Kiss me
All the time, all the time
Your little boy
GROW UP LITTLE BOY
Like what you said to me
Guess we were doomed from the start
Can’t laugh, still cry
Wanna put it all together
Must be sick in the head
Who would want to put this all together?
Can’t let go
Fix my head
Still it spins
Spin, spin
Wanna fly?
Lover cries
Hold me
Love me
Don’t look back
Wasn’t finished
Wanna go there
Take me there
Need you
Need you now more than ever
Want you back
See the trees in the forest
Drive away
Can’t live, can’t breathe
How we fall to the ground
Can’t stand it anymore
Hold me close
These lonely nights
Alone with you
Lover by my side
See the rain out the window
Office so cold
Make love to me
Take me here and now
Wanna feel you inside me
Take a break
Lonely us
All we do
We do together
Hot sex everywhere
Little do they know
Hedge fund men go away
Make room for lover and I
Wanna play all day
Wanna rip your suit off
Have sex all over
What fun, what fun
Raw hot blooded man
Makes me wanna
Take me, take me anywhere
Makes me wanna
Your hot sweat all over my naked body
Makes me wanna
Pull my hair, speak to me lover
Makes me wanna
All day and all night
Makes me wanna
Wanna be inside you
Turn off the damn noise
Heard enough of that CNBC shit
Just rip my clothes off and take me
Downstairs they can hear us
Think you always liked it
Like I know I liked it
In fact I loved it
Wanna have the power
All the power
The whole damn house was ours
What happened to everyone?
We had the most fun
Slept with me in every room
Never could I go back
What it was
What it could have been
Makes me wanna
Hurt me so much
Lover why did you do it
Disgusted
JL
Chain me to this fence as you laugh, laugh, laugh ->
February 2, 2007
Stomp wanna lump up
Dry stale bitter bored
Whatever it was
Take it out
Move it around
Don’t wanna wait
Sedan pick us up
Take us too the airport
Off we go
Wanna fly
Up way so high
I can’t go there with you
Because I don’t know how
Scared me
How you fly so high
Want you to come down
Come back down to my level
Join me in my world
Why don’t you wanna come play?
So scared
You leave me
Looking at you way up there
Flying away
Gonna go as high as you can go
I’m so scared
Why did you leave me
Wanna make you want me
Look I dance for you
Don’t go, don’t go
Flying away like that
Wanna bring you back down
Flys so high it’s so real
Can’t stand to look anymore
Have to turn away
Fade into me
No more color
Such a mess
Wanna be there
Can’t be there
You won’t take me there
I know you can take me there
So scared
Why you did it
Why didn’t you see me through it
Wanna join the others
I can’t go
I don’t belong
Lover why?
So sad
So sad am I
Crying dying
Lover left me
I left him
HE REALLY REALLY LEFT ME
Can’t believe my very eyes
Makes me wanna…
Hop on the train to never never land
Travel forever
Until I lose you forever
Can’t get you out of my mind
Why is there?
Why is it all there?
What am I doing?
Spinning and spinning
Don’t have time to think
Psychological shit
Logical shit
Everything shit
Cut it off
Cut it all off
So sad lover so sad
Take me out of this word
Where to go now
Don’t wanna roam to far
Catch me as I fall
Far away
Let me go
Take me away
Why didn’t you catch me?
I’m not safe
He hold me too tight
Wann make him stop
Don’t know how
He doesn’t stop
Gotta run away
Don’t know how
How to escape
Turn to strangers
I’m still your lover
Lover senses
Lover sees
Lover fears
Lover knows
Lover cries
Lover is angry
Why angry lover?
Why be a fool?
It wasn’t me I swear
It wasn’t me who did it
Interrogate me lover
Lose my soul
Wanna search with you
We don’t search together
What you want
I can’t offer you
No matter how hard you try
It just won’t work
It’s too damn dark lover
I need color
Nice try, nice try
Wanna make you love me again
Can’t you see it?
Why can’t he see it?
So saddened in it
Wanna come out of my shell
Don’t force me
Hell whenever you do
How you poked
I should have known
Crush the shell
Bare feet
Jumping in cold waters
How you love the pleasure
Mock my taste
Your right
It’s bad
Gonna make me cry
JL
Break It Down Again ->
February 2, 2007
Pay attention
Listen to me
Listen to the words
Listen
Listen
Listen
Sight
See
Smell
Hear
Tell
Know
God aweful truth
Why is it all so aweful?
Time to come out and play
All work no play
Time to get out
Fresh air
Find me fresh air
God damn you
Foolish lover
JL
Living In A Fish Tank ->
February 2, 2007
Swimming all alone
Can’t find anyone to play with
Lover come play
Why won’t you play?
Stop that reading nonsense
Come play
Come be with me
All day
Come swim
Join me here
Put that paper down
Hate that tv noise crap so loud
Everyday that shit
Turn it down
Turn the noise down
Want you to feel me
Jump in
Waters nice
You will like
Swim with my lover
Come play, come play
JL
Winding Roads, All Day and Night ->
February 2, 2007
Take my car
Raining hell
Where you go?
STOP IT
Gettin’ out
So much fun
Wanna get away
RING RING RING
Just wanna get away
Noisy place
Work, work, work
Let me go
For gods sake
Just open the damn door
Lover kiss me
Gotta go now
Take me to the car
Drive away
Lonely hampton roads
Driving far, far, far away
Don’t know where I’m going
Wanna get out of this
Wanna get you out of my head
Just for a few minutes
I’ll be back for you lover
Calls me over and over
Can’t think
Can’t do anything
Lover is killing my mind
Makes me crazy
All those calls
Staring at my phone
Driving alone down the hampton roads
Why is he still with me?
God I wanna
Just wanna throw the phone out the damn window
Take me away
Take me out of this hell
Wanna make you see
I love no other but you
Insecure lover
I love no other but you only you
JL
Cry myself to sleep, just couldn’t take the pain ->
February 2, 2007
Wanna close my eyes tonight
Curl up in this bed
As you leave me alone
Where are you going now?
All those fancy dinners
Didn’t pick up your phone
Like you usually do
Why didn’t you call me?
Leave me here all alone
Didn’t wanna meet your friends
All those FRIENDS
Don’t even say
Don’t say a word
I’ll forget about it tomorrow
Cry myself to bed
I’ll sleep it off
Come home to me at 3am
You’ll never know
You’ll never see
Didn’t sleep well at all
Yet we have to wake up
Early morning
Perfect sunrise
Perfect day
Perfect our love?
Why lover why?
JL
God it makes me wanna… ->
February 2, 2007
Bitter fool
Stupid girls
Little girls
One of you
One of me
Take em all
Have em
Want them
WANT
WANT
WANT
Didn’t see it
Didn’t realize
God I was just like you
Now I watch you
Tried to relive it with you
Still don’t get it
Must be a fool
Gotta find the craving
Parting you was so tragic
SAD SONGS SAY SO MUCH
JL
Scrunchy, Serendipity, Split, Split, Splat
February 2, 2007
Drag me upside down
To the masses
I don’t wanna
Scream little girl
Run for your life
Where you taking me now?
God how it makes me wanna…
Hyper fool
Manic mouth
Broken Fish
Picking at the eyes
With my fork
BRAT
Take me home
Why you wanna?
Don’t understand
Tricky man
Upside down
Postal Service
Around we go
Merry go around
Again and again
Non stop
Live out your brains
What fun
What fun
Too much fun
Let me out
Chocolate treats
Cakes and candy
Wine and dine
Salmon butter pecans
Whatever
Indulge me completely
Don’t want it anymore
NO MORE NO MORE NO MORE
Feed me something else
Don’t want your damn food
Fed me too much
Never wanted to get stuffed
Never wanted to get smothered
Smother me so much you break my wounds
POP POP POP POP
Oh how you trick the shit out of me
Never knew
Master the minds
Silly man
Pity you, pity me
Round and round
Who are all these people?
Where did they come from?
How long have you been hiding this?
Fool, fool, fool
JL
So Don’t Mind If I Fall Apart ->
February 2, 2007
Ouch don’t touch
So sick of it
Take me out of it
OUT OUT OUT
Running down the stairs
LET ME GO
Gotta get some fresh air
I’ll be back lover
Please don’t worry for me
Wanna keep me
He wan’ts to keep me
Change me
Mold me
Too much of me
Why I stay?
Why I play?
Can’t get enough
Just had to
Just want to
Sitting, ticking time
Work, work, work
Had enough
Can’t stand it
Gotta get out
Let me out
Don’t wanna lose me I know
You already lost me
Long, long time ago
Gotta stop
Keep going
Let me keep going
Why it’s all making us too damn crazy
Every night
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT
Gotta save me
Lose me
Just let me take my car
Drive away
Hampton roads
All night long
Look at me
In my eyes
Take me away
Somewhere up there
To the stars
Gotta escape
Sometimes its too much
Can’t take it
Why did I do it
How can you save me
Lose me
Leave me
Love me
Make up your mind
Gotta figure it out
So in love with you right now
Gotta figure this out
Why I love you so
People as me how
Tell them I don’t know
Comes back
All comes back
Wanna make you stop
Just let it all go
What control
Have on my mind
Don’t like it
Don’t want it
Put me through it
Erase it
Take me there
Take me there away from you
Just enough so that I can still see you
Down below
Watch you work
Tic, toc, ticking toc
How you timed me
Every second of the day
Took me a while
But I got it
Think I wasn’t on
On it all along
Time, tick toc
Watch me all over
Everywhere peg me here
Tell me you love me
I LOVE YOU
Only words that saved us
What we wanted to hear
Fix us
Fix our love
Make the pain go away
Must be bitter sweet
Must be bitter sweet
Must be bitter sweet, sweet, sweet
For it all to taste so good
Wanna make it melt in my mouth forever
Have you inside me
Under my skin
What a feeling
Makes me wanna..
No one warned me about this
God how it makes me wanna…
Can’t think straight anymore
Writing like a first grade child
Wanna fall in love again
Again and againa and again
Can lose my damn mind over this
God how it makes me wanna
What you do to me
Was it only you to do this to me
God it just wasn’t perfect
Damn shame
Wanna make it right
Gotta put it together
Lover where are you now?
JL


