Popping, ping, ping

People, parading ding a ling

Love them, love me, love what?

Dear god, back again, throw them out

Make them stop, alone with you

Wanna, wanna, shimmy me down

All over, upside down, broken frills

Let them be, let them all be

Tongue twisted, tied down

Upside down, spin me around

Twirl, swirl, hot air balloon

POP POP POP

Noooooooo!

Don’t wanna come back down

Stoooooooop!

Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you

Damn mortals

Take me back up

Wanna fly back up again

Was it me?

Was it you?

I’m so in love with you

Echoes

Babbles

In my head, in my crazy, lazy head

Time is ticking

Fuck the time

Let’s go back up

Up, up, up and away again?

Why do you keep bringing me down

Kills my buzz

Kills my high

Sell it to me

Give me the goods

Take me back up there

What else can I do

Can’t live here

Can’t breathe here

Can’t be anywhere

Just wanted to take you with me

That’s all, that’s all

Just wanted to fly away together

No one else

That’s all, that’s all

Morph, morph, morph

Only with you

Don’t leave my side

Only with you

Superhuman man, super powers

I created you

HA HA HA HA
LAUGH ALOUD
ALL THAT YOU WANT

What you created me?

DENY IT BULLSHIT DENY IT

I’ll show you

Angry little twit, twat, suck the words out of my head

How did you do that?

Like magic

Stupid me

Fell for you

Fell so damn hard

I cracked my head open

Cracked egg

Bleeding yolk

How you fried me head

Ha, ha, ha, ha

You laugh, you laugh, you laugh

Greedy little monster

Makes your larger than life

I hate you for this

Little girl, little girl

 

Goes back and forth

Tick, tick, tick

Don’t wanna hear it

Don’t wanna see it

Just can’t erase it

Teach me

Share it with me

Make me learn how to do it

Wanna turn it off

Wanna learn to do it

Take me there

Take me to the level

Higher leve

Jump so high

High as can be

Don’t wanna come back down

This is where I wanna be

 

Dear god

Drops me from the sky

What the fuck?

Why did you have to do it?

So scared, scared, scared am I

Drop me down from the sky

I’m naked

I’m cold

I’m scared

I’m looking for food

I’m hunting

I’m searching

Take me there

Take me anywhere

So tired of searching

So tired of roaming

Time to roam away

If I can’t fly

Then where should I go?

Gonna venture out

All alone

Not so wise

I had you

Why did you have to leave me

With you we could have gone everywhere

Fly away again together

Ready to take off

Meet you there

Take you there

See you there

Flying away

 

Popping little beans

So sad

Why won’t you pop?

Why can’t you jump like all the others?

Guess we will just have to throw you away

No WAIT!

WAIT! WAIT! WAIT!

Just don’t do it

Leave it there

Give it time

It will jump

Why not now?

It will jump like crazy

Just you watch

Don’t watch it too much

Needs to be alone

Your gonna kill it

It’s still not dead

See watch

Shake the little box

Strong little beans keep jumping

Shake, shake, shake

Look at the little bean

Still jumps

Not so high

But it’s still living

 

What happened little bean?

What happened to you?

Speak to me?

Talk to me?

It’s okay

Stroke it

Feed it

What does it want?

Ask it?

Why doesn’t it talk?

Come out and play

You have to come out and play

Little bean

Where are you?

Why so shy?

It’s okay

I know what happened to you

All those other beans

Let’s take you out

Let’s take you of here

Don’t worry

Don’t fear

Little bean don’t cry

Show you another box

Let’s put you here

All alone

Then when you get better

Let’s take you out again

So that you can come out and play

We shall take you to a different home

 Where you will be happy again

 

BOUNCE BOUNCE BOUNCE

Bounce around like a ping pong ball

Are you dizzy yet?

Have you had enough?

Shake it off, it’s been too much, it’s been to long

Time to change the game

Try this, try that

Gotta find you something that fits

JL

 

BUZZ!!!!!

Who is she?

BUZZ!!!!!

All those IMs

BUZZ!!!!!

Who is she?

BUZZ!!!!!

Tell me who she is

BUZZ!!!!!

Dirty bastard

BUZZ!!!!!

Why do you lie to me

BUZZ!!!!!

Tell me she is

BUZZ!!!!!

God damn it

BUZZ!!!!!!

How is all annoys me

BUZZ!!!!!!

Who is she?

BUZZ!!!!!!

Tell her I am your lover

BUZZ!!!!!!!

Noooooooooo – STOP HER

BUZZ!!!!!!

Who is she?

BUZZ!!!!!!

Don’t lie, I hate it when you lie

BUZZ!!!!!!

So obvious, who the fuck is she?

BUZZ!!!!!!

Put her on the phone

BUZZ!!!!!!!

Let me show her, tell her I am your lover

BUZZ!!!!!!!

Lover, kick her out, throw her out

BUZZ!!!!!!!

Why do you smirk little boy

BUZZ!!!!!!!

How many others are there

BUZZ!!!!!!!

Was she the one who texted you?

BUZZ!!!!!!!

Who is she, damn it just tell me who she it!

BUZZ!!!!!!!

I hate that seeing it all on your computer screen

BUZZ!!!!!!

Just tell her to leave you alone

LEAVE HIM ALONE DAMN IT

Who is this bitch?

MAKES ME WANNA

Be a man and tell her who I AM

DO IT NOW LOVE DO IT NOW

How you are about to lose me in a heartbeat

LISTEN TO ME LOVE

LISTEN TO MY HEARTBEAT

Can’t stand it anymore

BUZZ< BUZZ<BUZZ

She was better wasn’t she?

How long as this been going on

All the affairs with her

How did you meet her

I’m jealous lover

Why do you do this?

Why did you bring me into this?

I should have known

My own faults

BLAME<<<<<<

>>>>>>SHAME

Shame on me, shame on you

No one to tame us

And there she was

When we were together

Broke my heart

In that moment

WHO IS SHE?
DAMN IT BOY WHO IS SHE?

Makes me SOOOOOO WANNA
IM GONNA KILL YOU IF YOU DON’T TELL ME
WHO THE FUCK IS THIS GIRL?

Watch me erupt

WATCH ME, WATCH ME

Trying to stop me, control me

WHO THE FUCK IS SHE?

Makes me mad

Makes me scream

Makes me wanna

Makes me embarrased

 

Ok its done

Was it really done?

Did you really tell her?

Tell me the truth boy

Little man

Little twit, twat, tickle, tank you

Whatever

Let it go

Move on

I CANT I CANT I CANT

WHO THE FUCK IS SHE?

WHY CAN YOU EXPLAIN TO ME

Two words, such few words

Its not enough

Its never enough

I did all this for you?

I did all this for what?

Better make it stop?

Better clear it all away?

Better clean the bed

Better rid of all this mess

I ain’t gonna lay here

I ain’t gonna spread my legs for you

I ain’t gonna give my love for you

I ain’t gonna give shit for you

BUZZ!!!!!!

WHO IS SHE?

WHO IS THIS GIRL?

AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN

HOW DID YOU MEET HER?

HOW LONG DID YOU KISS HER?

HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN HER?

 

Crying, drying, turning soft, turning numb

Feel the pain, feel all the pain now

Breaking down

Exhausted from you

Watch me fight for you

Probably amuses you

In your mind

Everything I couldn’t explain to you

Why don’t you get it?

Why can’t we both get it?

HURT
CRYING
DYING
LIES ALL LIES
FORGET THIS ALL HAPPENED
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
SO SO SO SO MUCH
THAT I WILL FORGET IT ALL
FORGET THIS ALL HAPPENED
ERASE IT FROM MY MIND
WHY DID IT ALWAYS COME BACK
DON’T YOU KNOW
I DON’T WANT TO LOSE YOU ON THIS
DON’T WANT TO LET YOU GO

LET IT ALL GO

Break me down

How I fought

How I cried

How you never comforted me

Yet you aroused me

Made me laugh a little

But the pain was still there

Come up with your plan

All along

Get the girl angry

Jealous turn me into jealousy

All day long

All I can remember

Who is this?

I can’t keep up

How many times

Who is she?

Who is this?

Who were they all?

With me?

You did it with me?

You had them with me?

Your sorry clever

I still don’t know

How your rocked my head upside down

Lousy lover

 

Makes me horny

Makes me wanna

So I know you as man

You about to

Gonna do it I know

I knew all along

Guess I can play the game too

Make me stoop so low

Always felt how it wasn’t right

Making up for lost time

 

TAKE ME, TAKE ME, TAKE ME

If only you could feel what I feel

In that moment, makes me wanna

Okay let’s just forget it all

No more fighting

Please no fighting

Remember what I said?

Guess you don’t

Save me from my sanity

Just make love to me now

 

Love me, love me, love me

Show me those kisses all over

Mark my neck

Close the wound

Hide the scar

It’s only temporary

Soothe me

Make the pain go away

Take me

Kiss my neck

Kiss my lips

Give to me now

After I gave to you

If you can’t talk to me

If you can’t explain it all to me

Damn fool, man you are

Then just show me

Touch me all over

Make love to me

Show me that she is gone

Prove to me that they are all gone

What pain you put me through

Makes my eyes fill with tears

As I cry as you take me

Seize me once again

Like you conquered me before

Show me your love

Hold me close

Hold me closer

Tighter, squeeze me

Squeeze me just as hard as I squeezed you

On the desk

Clear the desk

Make love to me there

Put everything away

Put your toys, your work, put all this shit away

Take me

Have me

Have your way with me

But do it because it feels right love

Do it because you care for me lover

Take me because you want to lover

Be inside me because you love me lover

Be inside me

So deep that you make me forget all this pain

Make me feel alive again

After all this crying

All this damn denying

What just happened

Can’t get it out of my head

Erase it with you love

How sickening it is

And when its over

All the pleasure

Pain will come back in time

Turn is around baby, spend more time with me

Gotta believe I know

I need you and I can only be myself with you

JL

 

Dear Lover, Sweet Lover ->

February 1, 2007

 

Seafood land

Again?

BARF

Seafood land

Again?

BARF

Octopus

Again?

Shrimps

Again?

Salmon

Again?

 

Fishy fisherman

Naughty son of a bitch

Bait yummy bait

Little fish come here little fish

Reel her in

Sits on the boat

All day long

Days, days, days

Reel her in

GOTCHA

Fishing all day long

Can’t stop

How many fish did you catch?

All day long

Fill the boat

Starts to smell

What hell, what hell

Watcha gonna do with all those fish man?

Think ya caught to much man

What’s your plan man

Time to push you off the boat

Gonna steal your fishy’s away

Drown you in the water

Unless you start to do something

All those fish, fish, fish

Blah, blah, blah, ta da

JL

 

Play tape

Button down

Choppy

Don’t talk

Just listen

I’m all ears

Yell, yell, yell

Why do you always do it?

Ha let you in

Let you get under my skin

This is such crap

Fix it up

Fix it all up

Take me to another planet

Don’t take me out here

Just to relive my fears

Why did I do it?

Why did I choose to have you in it?

 

 

Jump high

Tied to the cord

I cannot do it! I cannot do it!

Ha, ha, ha, ha

How you laugh

Ha, ha, ha, ha

Boo hoo cry little girl cry

Whiny kid

Wanna take you and just wash your dirty mouth with soap

Little we play

How you took me to that stupidity level

Little boy, didn’t know how to play with your adult toy

So you had to break me

Damage me

Just so it fit onto your shelve

What a twit, twat, little brat

BRAT BRAT BRAT

Oddly so

I still loved you

Mad me want you even more

Annoyed

Deeply annoyed

Petty little fool

Petty little you

GOOD GOD

Don’t again

Again and again and again and again

Scratch, bite, leave the marks

Leave the scars

Behind so far behind

Run along side me

You were supposed to hold my hand

Why me?

Why did you have to do it to me?

Blaming everyone for my faults

You brought me down to my lowest level

How I couldn’t survive your games

What the fuck was happening?

All this chaos

Around your merry go round

Dreaming away

JL

Losing me, Losing You ->

February 1, 2007

 

Spinning wheels go round, round, round

Reinvent the mysterious love songs

All day long

Dabble, dabble, play, play

Sitting out there with you

He tells me he loves me

He tells me he wants me

He tells me I’m pretty

He tells me everything I want to hear

 

Feed me your cocktails and martinis

All day long

What a fiesta

 

Tickle me

Hands bare hands

Tickle me more

Lets get naked

Bare hands, bare hands

Tickle me

I say STOP!

Laugh, laugh, laugh, laugh

Cry, cry, cry, cry

Because its lovely

I just can’t take it anymore

Too scared to the time go by

Freeze the moment, every lovely moment

Freeze it in my mind

With you in it

Picture perfect

Just say the words

I love you

Those magical words

All I want hear

Coming from you

Such pleasure

What a lovely song

In your deep dark eyes

Don’t have to say a word

Just be

All around us

City so vibrant

Everything is moving

Time is ticking

Tick, tick, tick, tick

Your intellect scares me

Because it always seems to rob us of our time

Can’t you understand my love?

I wanted to keep you all along

Just lock you up

Say the words

Magical words

And I will be on a plane

And I will fly to you

In a heartbeat

Like the good old days

Take me back

How it was

The beginnings

Such a scene

Euphoria all over

Everywhere we go

Everwhere we roam

I go

We go

We see

We be

We love

We laugh

We cry

Together, together, together

Don’t want to let go of those moments

Everytime I close my eyes

What’s wrong lover?

Why did you stop?

Why it all stopped?

I don’t want to pretend anymore

Can’t hold it in

I think I love you

I know, I know, I know, I know

You don’t have to tell me this

You don’t have to tell me that

Just look into my eyes

Starving for you

Look what has become of me

Such a fool am I

For the game of love

Such a fool

JL

Space Cadets What Fun ->

February 1, 2007

 

Extract outer beings from your mind

Upside down what a frown

Smile around the town

Where ya been all my life?

Sitting pretty charming man

Drink your wine

Drunken fool

Sloppy seconds all for you

With your Bobs and Johns

Oh crazy hell

The damn cel phone rings, rings, RINGS , RINGS

So damn loud while so high up in the clouds

Up, up, up and away

Save me from my sanity

Again and Again and Again

Oh you dirty mind

Take me away

Take all of me away…

JL