Turn off

Damn it just turn it all off

My over obsessions

Makes me the crazy woman now

So sane, what crap

Who is too blame?

Just wanna turn the noise off

So backwards

Can’t move forward

Scene replays

Time to move on

Can’t do it

Screw it

I’m still in love

Convince me otherwise

I’m still in love

 

Mess me up

Because of love

Damn you

How you treat me like a fool

Fool for you

Wanna make you want me

Scream so hard

Wanna try

Had to do it

Screw it

 

I love lover

I lover lover like no other

 

Damn world

World on hold

So many, so few

Wanna scream so loud

Get me out of this

Damn hell

What’s to come?
What’s to be?

Lover left me

No more city streets

So nice, was all so nice

Morning coffee

Wall Street mornings

Jerry says hi

Goodbye, goodbye

JL

 

Kisses For The Boy ->

January 2, 2007

 

Kisses for the boy

Cheeks so sweet

My little treat

Wanna hug you

All day long

Makes me feel

Like a little girl again

Holds me close

Lover by my side

Sunset walks

Ocean talks

Holds me

When I am cold

So deeply

Frightened and scared

He is there

Wants to protect me

So jealous is he

My lover

 

Lover want to be with you

See you through all the way

What’s a girl to do?

When I am no longer with you

Wanna experience everything with you

Hold me lover

It’s not so hard

Hold my hand

When you are scared

Want to guide you

Show you what I know

What I can do

I do for you

I want to be with you

Hold you

Never again

Will I leave you lover

 

Tug me

Pull my hair

Damn hair

What you do

Want to be with you

Only you

Gonna make me want you

Just you

 

Lover

Where you going?

Lover

Who are you seeing?

Lover

I hate those late nights

Lover

Why don’t you go to sleep?

Lover

Stop the work please, please, please

Lover

That’s enough no more

Lover

Spend some time with me

Lover

You have to believe in me

Lover

I am dying, I am crying

Lover

Choose something, someone lover

Lover

Waiting am I, don’t wanna be here

Lover

Lover

Lover

Scares me now what’s happening

Lover

Lover

Lover

Lover

Lover

Lover

Lover

Haven’t heard from you what is wrong so worried am I

Lover

Lover

Lover

Lover

Lover

Lover

Lover

Lover

Lover

Lover

Lover

Lover

JL

 

Tell me I ain’t that silly

Driving so fast so far

Take me anywhere but here

Gonna go around and around

Crazy without lover

God damn silly

Wanna split splat

Spring back up

Left it all behind

Mess, mess

Clean it up

 

Damn words

Fucking shit

Crap wanna whine

Blah, blah

Hang up phone

Don’t wanna hear

Don’t wanna be near

Where is lover?

 

Lover

Play

Morning Dew

Fun for you

All for you

Silly is the girl

Get the girl

Then what?

Then what?

 

Don’t wanna

But you take me

So deep

So fast

Makes me wanna..

Get a little crazy

Drive with you

I knew I loved you

Happy moments

Hold my hand

Never let me go

Don’t want it to end lover

Don’t want it to end

 

Wanna be by your side

Make love

Pull the damn car over

Just do it

Who cares?

Right here

Middle of the day

Hamptons roads

Damn them all

Let them just watch us

Love it

I love you

Being with you

Makes me wanna…

JL

 

Juicy frilly

Watermelon slice

So nice

Bedroom times

Naked laughter

Share me you must

Wanna grab your cherrys

So high, high, high

Who cares

 

Club level up who the fuck cares

Not in this lifetime

Wanna make your green makes me scream

Take your dirty and fly it far away

Wanna tweak me all you can

Screwy brain got something wrong with you

Let it go, let it all go

Wanna sit here on top of bannanas

Don’t wanna come back down to the fruits

Here are some sliced pears

Made them up here in heaven

Made the fruit all by myself

Something scares me

Something haunts me

Wanna make lover want me

All comes down to lover

Wanna I so wanna

I’m so obsessed

I really wanna

Flakes me out

My damn head

Wanna throw all my music away

Fucks with my head

All the damn words

Gotta relive them with you

YOU YOU DAMN YOU

Can’t let go

Your so stuck in my song

Make it stop

Make it all go away

Stoned bannanas

Running dry

 

Dirty water pipe

Water trickles no more, no more

Wanna be proper again

Don’t know how

Why I fly up so far away

Don’t wanna come back down

How he makes me

How he does it to me

Want it more

Again and agan and again

So far up

Wanna fly so so high

Makes me wanna

Wanted to try

Wanted to fly

Not like you

Can never flylike you

Though I always wished

Always wanted to

Dillusional fool

What it was

What it is

Could this really be happening?

That you are actually mortal?

Dear god

So freaked out

He is mortal

Lover is mortal

Damn you lover damn you

 

Wanna fix this

Wanna erase this

So shocked by this

Why you can’t play

Or can you?

God damn you lover

Mortal soul

Wanna melt my heart

With you poisoned ways

Don’t get it

He doesn’t get it

God what a way to wake up

Can’t he see it

I still believe he sees it

Can’t hold on to him no longer

This project sucks

Wanna relive it again

Haunts me

So creepy

What went wrong

My mind

Playing tricks

Schizophrenic shit

SHIT SHIT SHIT

JL

 

Ice cream all day

Nightime love

With lover

Walking together

Hold hands

What a world

What a life

Life like no other

Fuck it all

When you tasted love

Who cares

Fuck it all

 

Wanna throw it all out the window

Like a crazy woman no left brain

Wanna fly away so far away

Anywhere take me anywhere

Where ever the god damn wind blows

 

Inspire me lover

Finish my love song

Silly you, silly me

Wanna take you

Wanna break you

Because I want to have you

Like you wanted to have me

 

Everyday

Calling me

Showering me

How I indulged so badly

Made me want you

Made me crave you

Your right deep inside

What you did

It all worked

Didn’t have to do a thing

Just had to be you

Made no effort

How I was such putty

Still am, still am

Still hurts, still bleeds

When I’m used to bleeding

Can’t seem to understand the pain

Am I hurting this badly?

Can’t seem to feel it

Just so numb to it

Must have been a time

Many a time

Makes my heart go pitter patter lover

You never waited for me

Left me behind in this rat race

Hell on you

Silly lover

 JL

 

 

Boring words

Ticking tock

Where is lover?

Gone to work

Sit here pretty

Laced frilled skirt n’ all

Gonna tie my hair up

Suprise my lover

Make him his lovely

Get in the car

Kisses for the man

Who held me so close

Wanna make it work

So close, so close

 

Wanna take me there

Go anywhere with my lover

Never trust another

Only you, only me

Meant to be, meant to be

 

Crazy fool

Lovers drool

All over

Day and night

Crazy in love

Wanna tease you

Silly man

How good it was

Want it better

More than ever

Crazy fool for love

 

Wake up, early mornings

How it feels to be with you

Wanna take my car

20 minute drive

Here we are

Let’s go to the beach

Wanna stay here all day

Feed me your honey

How I love the way you do

Many a lover

Loved only you

 

Breathing in

Take it all in

It’s too late

I fell in love with him

Again and again and again

 

Breath in

Take it all in

Many a lover

I loved only him

 

Breathe in

Take it all again

Once again

Again and again and again

 

Will you be there?

Hold my hand?

Makes me wanna…

How you talk to them

Witnessing each moment in my eyes

How I hate to share you

Because they all get so much pleasure from you

I can always tell

What hell, what hell

JL

 

COMBUST

Pop – Pop – Pop

Rocket Man

Aghhhhh!!!!!

HOW MUCH I SCREAM

Let it all

All this pent up shit

Living with you

Can’t trust no more

BLAME ME – BLAME YOU

BLAME THE WHOLE FUCKING WORLD

 

Ramble on filthy mouth

Mumbled words

Don’t talk greedy fool

Just shut up and listen

Yeah, yeah, yeah

So wise are you

What a bunch of shit crap

Can’t fool me

Think I didn’t know

God how I let you do it

Screw it

Fuck it

The hell with it

How you killed it

Wanna blame you

Cause I can’t take the responsibility

Conscious has the best of me

Makes me feel

Makes it all so real

Get me some balls

Definitely don’t want yours

 

Dirty balls

Play all day

Dirty money

With your dirty whores

 

Dirty balls

Wanna take me

Have your way with me

Hate you lover hate you

JL

 

Forcing it

All of this

Wanna stop it

All day long

Cry me too sleep

Pressure

All day long

Don’t wanna work

Stop my mind

Thinking, tinkering

And you

By my side

All day long

Worthless crap

What’s produced?

SHIT SHIT SHIT

 

 Mind you that I go away

Run so far, so fast

Everytime I hear the word

LOVE ME LOVE ME LOVE ME

Makes me wanna..

Scream so loud in my head

Wanna make you want me

TOO MUCH TOO MUCH

Temperature to high

Read my mind

Can you do it?

It screams, it cries

Can’t cry no more

Must be something wrong

When the tears run dry

Figure it out

Why I left you

Can’t be with you

But I still love you

Still want you

Just can’t stand you

But I love you

 

All that wax intellectual silly crap

Makes me wanna sit here

Just throw it all out the door

FUCK YOU ALL

SWEARING LIKE CRAZY

How your shit behavior rubbed off on me

Now I have a dirty mouth

Blaming you for all this

Because I am an immature fool

Just don’t wanna grow up

Gonna do what I want

And you always hate me for it

What’s wrong with it?

Let me try, let me try

Greedy fool

How brain damaged I am

Stop the pain, give me more pain

Your structured rules

Too much for me my lover

Why did you have to do it?

So, so sad

How you played the game

Sorry player

Want me back forever

Love me forever

BULL CRAP BITE ME BADLY

 JL

 

 

Blah blah

I hate you

Honks horn

So annoying

Get in car

Again and again and again

What’s wrong?

All the time, all the time

Linger forever

Just the two of us

Makes me crazy in my mind

Extract what’s in my head

NEVER NEVER NEVER

How you do?

How I let you do it?

Want some more of it?

Gullible little twit

Don’t like it

Can’t stand it

He takes me there anywhere

God aweful man

Squeeze, squeeze

Stop it now

That’s enough

Don’t know when to stop

Because you never stop

What’s a girl to do?

So blue, so sad

Changing, morphing

Show me the life I never had

Gotta go, let me go

How you suck it all out of me

Wanna do it too

Be just like you

Damn you

Rid you

Move on, move on, move on

Take me out of your car

Take me away

Again and again and again

JL

Shit Lies Painful Eyes ->

January 2, 2007

 

Where you go?

Were you been?

Where you gone?

 

Warm up, start up

Gotta tangled web

Lock me in, lock me in

Crazy baby

Love you dearly

Wanna just go home

BORED BORED BORED

Take me home

Take me, make love to me

Over and over

Don’t wanna

Makes me wanna…

Bibble babble

Turn that shit off

Know what your doing all along

Greedy man

Want to make me wanna…

Makes me wanna…

JL