Take me back to the ocean

Want to live again

Breathe the same air you breath

Lovely moments

Look up, up, up at the sky

Birds in the air

Can this be more perfect than it already is?

Let’s drive down this road

Our favorite road

Sweet man you are

Feed me all day

Makes me feel so alive

Long walks, long talks

Holding hands

Beautiful ocean

Listen to the sounds

Together

Don’t want this moment to end

Can smell the scents in the air

How you loved it

How you are so passionate about it

About all of it

More than myself

I was passionate about you

Wanted you to always take me there

Where you were

Come away with you wherever you go

I would have been a fool to believe in it all

I still dream lover, I still dream

 

Time passes

Months, been a year

Still fresh in my mind

How it was

How it could have been

Must have wanted you so badly

How you left your marks

Want the scars to go away

But I just can’t help but look

Call me a fool

But how I dream of you

Makes me wanna

Fulfilling the fantasy in my mind

How to end it

Just so lost in it

Don’t want to end it

That is how much I loved you

Lover dear don’t want to sleep with another man

Plenty of men

Only one of you

How do I ever get you back?

Realized it would kill me to be with you

Live with me forever

Live with me in my heart

Live with me in my mind

Want to go back to you

Want to visit you

Only in my mind

Movie in my mind

Want to kiss you again

Hold you again

Want to be in love with you again

Want to script out the movie in my mind

Want to make it flawless

Want to make it painless

Want to imagine

Want to dream

Want to make it so good

So perfect

But only in my mind

That is where it belongs

Disappointed in what realty can bring

Sets be back

So far behind am I

Why dear lover did you leave me for the mere mortals?

Come back to me and play

Come fly to my planet

I know you wanna

I know you can do it

I believe in you

Always did

Never wanted you to join them

Why couldn’t you just stay?

If you stayed longer I would have

Maybe, just maybe I would have

I could have been everything you wanted me to be

At times

All the time

This is how it is

In my mind

This is how I feel

What energy

What energy I put into you

Don’t mind if I fall apart

There’s more room in a broken heart

And I believe in love

What else can I do

I’m so in love with you…

JL

 

YOU

YOU< YOU < YOU

YOU – YOU

YOU

 

Lover, lucky lover

Lie, lie, lie, lie

 

Dried, dangerous, dangles

Deal, deal, deal, deal

 

Money, marry me, mother dear

Mock, mock, mock away

 

Stale, shocking, seductress

Stupid, stockbroker, sucks

SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS

 

Little, little, little people

Mushroom head, smokes all day long

Take me back, sing a song

Everyone you see

LOVE ME

LOVE ME

LOVE ME

 

Broken flower

Pluck the leaves

Pain you

Gotta paint you

 

Mumble jumble

Blah, blah, blah

Tangled, twisted

Delving deep

SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS

 

Dear god, dear god, dear god

How do you say?

Mumble jumble

No more, no more, no more

Dry all dry

Done all done

CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP

 

Dirty little lobster

Seafood whore

Taste me

Vinegar octopus

Lemon drop soup

Taste the bread

Butter on your fingers

What’s that?

Shut your mind

Just shut down

Why don’t you ever shut down?

WHY? WHY? WHY?

JL

Shy Freak Ha, Ha, Ha ->

January 1, 2007

 

Wooooo such fun

Game plan, little man

Oh your strategy

Terrible itches me

Tick, tick, tick, tick

5 am let’s get up

Throw the cold water on my face

Noooooooo!

I’m not ready

Jerk, jerk, jerk

Drag me out of bed

Let’s go, let’s go, let’s go

Why are we always on the go?

Okay, okay I’ll go

Where to go

Same old place

Same old fucking place

BORING BORING SNORING SNORING

God damn how I hate this aweful route

Ha, ha, ha look at the beautiful scenery

TREES TREES GOD DAMN GREEN TREES

Manicured, pedicured million dollar homes in the hamptons roads

Laughing in my mind

What the fuck am I doing here?

In my car

In your car

With my cat

With my stuff

Pull it all out of my house

Take it out

Put me in

Put me in this environment

I now live

Ah look more trees

TREES TREES TREES TREES

I don’t get it

What’s the point?

Why did you drag me here

Scene after scene

Dying the marketing effect is dying

Gone is the high in my head

Freaking out

What does it all mean?

JL

 

Tic Toc Tic Toc

Cut off the damn pendulum

Sexy man

When you come home again?

I wait here naked for you

Take me, take me baby take me

Rock my world

Just wanna lay in bed all day

Lethargic with no motive

Just being in the moment

Alone with you

Fantasy, fantasy please don’t take me back into reality

Never, never, never land far away

Fly me to another world

And I’m taking you with

Whether you like it or not

Silly fool

How it scares you

But you could be one like me

Peer pressure, cheers to you my dear

I want you all to myself

Lovely day, look at the pretty skies

You are my pet indeed

Stroke you all over

Train you how I wanted

Like a little rag doll

Pass you around

Round and round and round

Merry go round we spin

Up all day

Let all flow

Let you feelings go

Let us go to another leve

HIGH IN THE SKY

I see clouds no more

I see people no more

I breathe air no more

I no longer exist to your realities

And all that I wanted was to be one with you

In my own fantasy

Seize you, conquor and suck all the love I can get from you

Till you can’t take it no more

Want to parralyze everything about you

Because I was greedy too lover

I wanted you all to myself

You weren’t finished

Nor was I

Pity me, pity you

Cry, cry, cry all day

What a mess

What lovely weather outside indeed

Why we don’t come out any play?

Makes me wanna

Makes me wanna leave you

But you keep holding me hand

Like a little girl

You never let me go

Never let me go ANYWHERE

Trapped me

FOOL – FOOL – FOOL

I hate you so many times for that

How you locked me up against my will

Broken frills all over

Suprise me lover

Why don’t you come home on time?

Dear god, where is he now?

How you keep me there

Waitng…Waitng…Waiting

Can’t take it no more

Gotta escape

There is no more air to breathe

Twisted fool, how you twist me in such ways

All around snow covered walls

Can’t get out of here no more…

No more pain

Go away

Breaks me down

All the time

Comes back

When I told it to go away

Little girl

What happened

Can’t remember anymore

Freaks me out

Maybe its the drugs

Sedate me

Time stand still

Don’t wanna here the ticking sound no more

Pressure

JLÂ