Crazyness Always Surrounds Us ->
January 1, 2007
Take me back to the ocean
Want to live again
Breathe the same air you breath
Lovely moments
Look up, up, up at the sky
Birds in the air
Can this be more perfect than it already is?
Let’s drive down this road
Our favorite road
Sweet man you are
Feed me all day
Makes me feel so alive
Long walks, long talks
Holding hands
Beautiful ocean
Listen to the sounds
Together
Don’t want this moment to end
Can smell the scents in the air
How you loved it
How you are so passionate about it
About all of it
More than myself
I was passionate about you
Wanted you to always take me there
Where you were
Come away with you wherever you go
I would have been a fool to believe in it all
I still dream lover, I still dream
Time passes
Months, been a year
Still fresh in my mind
How it was
How it could have been
Must have wanted you so badly
How you left your marks
Want the scars to go away
But I just can’t help but look
Call me a fool
But how I dream of you
Makes me wanna
Fulfilling the fantasy in my mind
How to end it
Just so lost in it
Don’t want to end it
That is how much I loved you
Lover dear don’t want to sleep with another man
Plenty of men
Only one of you
How do I ever get you back?
Realized it would kill me to be with you
Live with me forever
Live with me in my heart
Live with me in my mind
Want to go back to you
Want to visit you
Only in my mind
Movie in my mind
Want to kiss you again
Hold you again
Want to be in love with you again
Want to script out the movie in my mind
Want to make it flawless
Want to make it painless
Want to imagine
Want to dream
Want to make it so good
So perfect
But only in my mind
That is where it belongs
Disappointed in what realty can bring
Sets be back
So far behind am I
Why dear lover did you leave me for the mere mortals?
Come back to me and play
Come fly to my planet
I know you wanna
I know you can do it
I believe in you
Always did
Never wanted you to join them
Why couldn’t you just stay?
If you stayed longer I would have
Maybe, just maybe I would have
I could have been everything you wanted me to be
At times
All the time
This is how it is
In my mind
This is how I feel
What energy
What energy I put into you
Don’t mind if I fall apart
There’s more room in a broken heart
And I believe in love
What else can I do
I’m so in love with you…
JL
So Don’t Mind If I Fall Apart ->
January 1, 2007
YOU
YOU< YOU < YOU
YOU – YOU
YOU
Lover, lucky lover
Lie, lie, lie, lie
Dried, dangerous, dangles
Deal, deal, deal, deal
Money, marry me, mother dear
Mock, mock, mock away
Stale, shocking, seductress
Stupid, stockbroker, sucks
SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS
Little, little, little people
Mushroom head, smokes all day long
Take me back, sing a song
Everyone you see
LOVE ME
LOVE ME
LOVE ME
Your Extraction Bitter Reactions ->
January 1, 2007
Broken flower
Pluck the leaves
Pain you
Gotta paint you
Mumble jumble
Blah, blah, blah
Tangled, twisted
Delving deep
SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS
Dear god, dear god, dear god
How do you say?
Mumble jumble
No more, no more, no more
Dry all dry
Done all done
CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP
Dirty little lobster
Seafood whore
Taste me
Vinegar octopus
Lemon drop soup
Taste the bread
Butter on your fingers
What’s that?
Shut your mind
Just shut down
Why don’t you ever shut down?
WHY? WHY? WHY?
JL
Shy Freak Ha, Ha, Ha ->
January 1, 2007
Wooooo such fun
Game plan, little man
Oh your strategy
Terrible itches me
Tick, tick, tick, tick
5 am let’s get up
Throw the cold water on my face
Noooooooo!
I’m not ready
Jerk, jerk, jerk
Drag me out of bed
Let’s go, let’s go, let’s go
Why are we always on the go?
Okay, okay I’ll go
Where to go
Same old place
Same old fucking place
BORING BORING SNORING SNORING
God damn how I hate this aweful route
Ha, ha, ha look at the beautiful scenery
TREES TREES GOD DAMN GREEN TREES
Manicured, pedicured million dollar homes in the hamptons roads
Laughing in my mind
What the fuck am I doing here?
In my car
In your car
With my cat
With my stuff
Pull it all out of my house
Take it out
Put me in
Put me in this environment
I now live
Ah look more trees
TREES TREES TREES TREES
I don’t get it
What’s the point?
Why did you drag me here
Scene after scene
Dying the marketing effect is dying
Gone is the high in my head
Freaking out
What does it all mean?
JL
Ding a ling a ring a ting, ting, ting ->
January 1, 2007
Tic Toc Tic Toc
Cut off the damn pendulum
Sexy man
When you come home again?
I wait here naked for you
Take me, take me baby take me
Rock my world
Just wanna lay in bed all day
Lethargic with no motive
Just being in the moment
Alone with you
Fantasy, fantasy please don’t take me back into reality
Never, never, never land far away
Fly me to another world
And I’m taking you with
Whether you like it or not
Silly fool
How it scares you
But you could be one like me
Peer pressure, cheers to you my dear
I want you all to myself
Lovely day, look at the pretty skies
You are my pet indeed
Stroke you all over
Train you how I wanted
Like a little rag doll
Pass you around
Round and round and round
Merry go round we spin
Up all day
Let all flow
Let you feelings go
Let us go to another leve
HIGH IN THE SKY
I see clouds no more
I see people no more
I breathe air no more
I no longer exist to your realities
And all that I wanted was to be one with you
In my own fantasy
Seize you, conquor and suck all the love I can get from you
Till you can’t take it no more
Want to parralyze everything about you
Because I was greedy too lover
I wanted you all to myself
You weren’t finished
Nor was I
Pity me, pity you
Cry, cry, cry all day
What a mess
What lovely weather outside indeed
Why we don’t come out any play?
Makes me wanna
Makes me wanna leave you
But you keep holding me hand
Like a little girl
You never let me go
Never let me go ANYWHERE
Trapped me
FOOL – FOOL – FOOL
I hate you so many times for that
How you locked me up against my will
Broken frills all over
Suprise me lover
Why don’t you come home on time?
Dear god, where is he now?
How you keep me there
Waitng…Waitng…Waiting
Can’t take it no more
Gotta escape
There is no more air to breathe
Twisted fool, how you twist me in such ways
All around snow covered walls
Can’t get out of here no more…
No more pain
Go away
Breaks me down
All the time
Comes back
When I told it to go away
Little girl
What happened
Can’t remember anymore
Freaks me out
Maybe its the drugs
Sedate me
Time stand still
Don’t wanna here the ticking sound no more
Pressure
JLÂ


